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THORIA'S DIARY

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Welcome to Thoria's Diary

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*DORATHY'S STORY*

My heart couldn't stop beating anytime I heard his name. He was innocent about my feelings for him, even though I tried to show him several times but he doesn't understand all my body languages. My friends saw me as a crazy lady but I guess I was crazily in love with him.

His smiles was the beginning of my feelings to him. As a new comer in the church, everyone came to welcome me and he was part of them. He welcomed me with the purest, brightest and cutest smile ever that did a lot of things to me. Immediately he shook my hand, I felt it as my heart was beating faster that it's normal rate. I thought I had found the right man, only to realize he was married.

I know I am crazy because the person I was in love with is a married man. Though, he is a newly married man because he doesn't look like someone that has been in the married club for so long. Moreover, he is looking so young and cute.

The next Sunday after the service, I waited to see the workers leader. I told him that I wanted to join the choir department. After a brief discussion, he led me to him. As I walked towards him, my heart was beating faster and finally when we met, his smiles ignited my lips as I couldn't stop smiling all through our discussion. He collected my number after the meeting and told me he would add me up to the general group chat. That day, I walked home joyfully as everything was working as planned.

After adding me to the group chat, I started messaging him. Sending him messages online but he didn't reply any of my messages. He didn't even use his picture rather he used his wife's picture as his profile picture. I became angry at myself, I thought my plans were working for me.

The next choir rehearsal, he was about to enter his car as I ran towards him and explained myself to him. It was then, he told me he hasn't being online for weeks but he will come online soon. Okay, I said as I moved closer to him with the aim of kissing him but he moved back, telling me to maintain distance with him and this time, he wasn't smiling. I knew within me that I acted too fast as I apologized and left.

I couldn't stop thinking of him as I got home. I wished I never did what I did. I was deeply in love with him as I was crying, a message came in. It was him, he finally replied my messages after a long while. I wiped my face as I was smiling and replying his messages but it happened that as soon as I sent my message he went offline but nevertheless, I was still happy he got to reply my messages.

My friends had given up on me. They find it annoying that I was in love with my music director who happens to be a married man. I never discussed anything about him to them again because they didn't understand how I felt. Many times before Saturday, I pictured an image of him in my mind and start thinking about him. Sometimes, I imagined him leaving his wife for me like I always tell my friends

After a month of showing how I felt about him with no reaction for him. I decided to tell him physically....

Oops...to everyone reading, we will continue tomorrow... Dorathy couldn't tell my all her story. She will be back tomorrow.

See you tomorrow!

*Stay with me as we journey together.*

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*

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