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 *DEE'S STORY*

I am Adeola (Dee). I feel nothing is changing. Nothing is real and everything just keep being the same.

Am i the only one going through this season. I thought this wilderness, is just for a short time but nothing seems to change and everything is still the same.

It seem every steps has disappointments, rejections and delay waiting for me. I am even afraid of taking the next step because I feel I am a loser and I don't fit in for the next stage.

Now, how I do I face those attached to me.
Those excepting something's from me.
How do I face my family, friends, etc. Can I even believe myself?
Can anything good come out from me?

When am I going to get that marriage proposal?
When and how am I going to get that money to start that business?

So many things and so many questions running through my mind. I feel devastating!

To every DEE's,
Don't lose who you are and your self just because of what is happening around you.

You are not getting iy right because you think it's not the right way but be rest assured, it will pass through the same path.

Just because the right guys hasn't come now doesn't mean you have been neglected or it's a result of the past.

Hold the pain to get the Gain!

You are not forgotten. Things might have been going fine and just because in few days, nothing showed up, doesn't mean you are left to suffer.

Hold unto the process,
Learn from it and watch the result but in all these, never stop praying, studying the word, working hard and working smart.

Be committed and the lord who sees all your labour will reward you. Just have it in mind that whatsoever you have asked, the Lord has done it and get into thanksgiving!

Don't lose Focus
Don't be apart
Don't lose connection and
Don't stop being joyful. Rejoice!

I love you

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria* 
 *Light Lamp*
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