"Hmmm..Feranmi, it had been long? I feel attacked each time. I want to move on but I just feel tired about everything. I know there's more and I can do more but I just don't understand this kind of feelings" Victoria said
"Ok ...ay but please can you break it down so that I can understand you. What exactly are you talking about? Feranmi asked
"I am talking about my life. That's the summary of my life. I feel tired to do anything. Most especially my spiritually life. It has been the same. I haven't study and really had my personal prayers for so long now. I am tired of the normal routine. I know there's more that I can do but I just feel tired" Victoria said
"Hmmm...Vickky. See, I understand you perfectly and there's one thing I want you to understand that if we keep depending on our strength, we will always get tired because we face a lot of things on different angle each time we step out and trust me, it can be tiring. We hear and also read different news on a daily basis, that alone too can be tiring but we don't depend on our strength. We trust on Yahweh's strength. The bible says, *the spirit is willing but the body is weak*. This alone describe it all that we trust God to strengthen us on each day" Feranmi said
The spirit is truly willing that's why we could remember we haven't prayed because there is a desire to pray but the flesh is not willing to come into an agreement with the spirit.
Many at times, what we think can be done by our strength, can't be done. We depend on the spirit of God to help us do the things of the spirit.
We don't rely on our own strength. We trust on God and we trust Him to help us through. We draw strength from Him.
Stop depending on yourself. You might feel bad and sad but that doesn't change anything. Start by telling everything to God. He sees it all and He is waiting for you
*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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