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DEAR PARENTS

I know I get angry, I know I rant but all I want to do is wake up from this dream. I try to stop being rude, I try to live a normal life but it's hard to do all these when I feel I'm not good enough

I will never be Tope, who is beautiful, loving, and bright. I'll never be a Feyi, whose hard work is always showing. I will never be a Ore, who is organized and neat
I'll never be any of them and i can't fill any of their space. I am just a teenage girl, who doesn't know what's going on with me because I don't understand. I am just another troublemaker who has a thousands of issues and not good at anything.

I am not the prettiest so many things don't go my way. I am the one in the family who cries myself to sleep at night
I am the one who for some odd reason and can't get anything right. I am the one who feels unwanted and hated by a lot. I am the one who takes the blame when someone else gets caught. I am the one who feels like my life can't continue the way it should

I know, I am the one who is walking at a different pace. Am the one who runs away when something in life goes wrong. I am the one who has been hurting inside for almost way too long
I am the one who can't put into words the way I really feel right now
I am the one who doesn't believe good things are really real because I don't feel them. I am the one who has been carrying on my shoulders, a big heavy load without any help. I am the one who has tried to change, but can't do it on my own
I am the one who is so sorry, but I don't know how to express it" Teacher Kike eyeballs were already filled with tears as she hugged Fife, who wrote down her mind in words to present to her parents. She hasn't been feeling good and as a teenager who doesn't know how to go about it...

Dear Sisters, mummies and aunties. Please let always check up on our children, younger ones. Also to every children around, many of them can be small in age but some of them are also going through a lot of things from home, friends, social media, etc. Let's watch them and give them listening ears. They are the next generation and they need proper training to be aligned and so that they won't miss it in life.

Some are already broken in hearts at a younger age. Some are holding unto pains and words they can't tell anyone. Please, let's be attentive to them. I pray God help us in Jesus name...Amen!

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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Anonymous said…
True words. This is how most teenager's are feeling right now.
18 July 2022 at 14:10
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