"Tope, I am not who I used to be anymore. This is not me buuuttt I can't figure out what's going on" Busayo said as she looks worried
"Busy (short form of Busayo) I also noticed and I have been trying to figure out what is going on with you, so tell me? Tope said as she drops her pen and concentrated on her
"Toppy (another form of Tope), I think i am in a short of trap This isn't what I signed in for. I think I am about to be choked. I don't even have breathing space. I don't know who I am anymore. I am loosing myself. I am......Tope cut in...
"Aunty, what is all this? Be clear with your points. I know you are all that but what exactly is wrong? Tope
"I...don't know. All I know is I am not emotionally okay and I feel I can't go on anymore. All the things I planned for are not coming through. Plus, it seems God has forgotten me because everything is not how it ought to be. I think I am left alone now" Busayo said
"Busayo! You are trapped emotional and you allow those thought to decide how you live your life. It's okay to be emotional down but emotional trapped means you are controlled by your emotional and its because you allow your emotions governs you.
Now, you think God is not in an hurry or He is too slow just because of how engrossed your thought have helped you see the matter but God is not in an hurry. You are the one in an hurry All you need is faith and not emotions" Tope said
"Hmmm..." Bussy said as she nodded
My dear sisters,
When you choose to follow God and his instructions. Emotions is not enough. Your faith is more important.
God is not in an hurry, it's you that is always in an hurry. Just became things are not coming through now doesn't mean it won't.
Some people are trapped emotionally because they allow it governs them. You might be in pain now, facing some challenges, etc but never follow God with emotion. Follow Him in Faith.
Abraham in the bible wasn't happy when God said he should sacrifice his child after waiting for so long but he never allowed his emotion lead him but instead he followed God in Faith.
Yes, God has given you that assignment, vision, etc but never follow them with emotions. Don't let your emotions lead you. There are some places emotions can't lead you to but only faith.
So, my dear sisters,
Watch yourself, your thoughts, etc and do not be emotionally trapped.
I pray God help us in Jesus Name...Amen!
*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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