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There were times I feel, I couldn't meet up with that picture God has given me.  Those vision seems impossible and hard for me and I tried to hide from them. Those time, I even doubted and asked myself if I can ever get there but you see, in as much as i was scared and wasn't getting what I wanted. I saw beyond. There will be several times, when you feel all your efforts doesn't worth it. There are times when you feel you can't go beyond your little corner. There are times when you feel you can't make it or do not amount to anything There are times when something's feel so impossible and difficult but within all these, I want you to see beyond.   See beyond this present state of your life See beyond those toxic past, pains and tears See beyond those obstacles, struggle, etc See and learn from every experience because they are part of the process in making who you are. Don't make what you are passing through now hinder you from those vision and assignment God...

The moment, you realise nothing happens without a reason, you will think less of what other people think about you. Always be joyful, no matter the situation. You are not alone and trust me, God is always with you. Don't ever let what you are passing through make you feel God is far away from you. Call on Him... With a sincere heart, tell it all to Him and He will answer.. My apology to everyone expecting the Novel.. *ONE NIGHT* . It won't be released today but it will be released this week. Be expectant! Thank you and I love you all.  *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

Episode 39 Ewa put on the light, after asking the question... "What are you doing here? Arinola asked trying to cover up the question she asked "Hmmm...Arinola, I know there's something you are hiding from me ever since you met with Banji. Arin, you know you can always talk to me" Ewa said "What kind of spirit is in this lady. Why is she mentioning that stupid guy name" Arinola was lost in thought as Ewa tapped her "Arinola.... The bible has made us understand in the book of Ephesians...."That the weapon for our battle isn't canal. You can't fight spiritual battle with a physical weapon" Ewa said  "Ewa...please don't start this morning. I have a spiritual father now and if there's anything I need to discuss. I will tell it to him and I can also come to meet you. Thank you" Arinola said as she went inside her room. Just as she entered the room, the thought of everything Banji did to her kept reflecting back to her. Sh...

Episode 38 "Who is that? She thought as she went out and then she noticed the door is opened but she wasn't sure if someone came in or walked out. She called out Arinola three times but no response "Hmmm...God where can this lady be? Then the bible verse she was reading, came to her mind as she gently continue reading the remaining verses ...."Shall abide under the shadow of the living God". As she was reading every verses, she was praying in tongues, even though she didn't understand what was going on but she followed the leadings of the spirit... "Why did you call me out by this time? It's past 9. What do you want from me? Arinola asked Banji who was sitting on the car bonnet. He didn't reply her instead, he stretched an envelope towards her "What's is this? She asked " Take it...that's the total amount of your school fees for this final year" Banji said as he stared at her "Wow, thank you. God bless you. I never kn...

Episode 37 "I think we all need to talk" Funto said as they got home and sat down "What's going on? Arinola asked as she looked at Funto and Ewa "Arinola did you pray before choosing your mentor or what did you see in him that made you submit under his guidance? Ewa asked "So, it's about this. I see.... why can't you both be happy for me. I needed someone to help me grow and I believe Pastor Theophilus is the right person for me" Arinola said "You have not answered the question yet. We are more than friends, we are sisters and I feel, if we see something that require urgent treats. We need to deal with it before, it gets worst" Funto said as Ewa nodded "So, Arinola tell us why you made Mr Theophilus your mentor? At least, you know our mentors and we have once talked about the reason why we choose to submit under their leadership. So, I believe telling yours shouldn't be a problem" Ewa said "Well, its personal. So, I...

Episode 36 On their way back home, there was a long silence as different thoughts were running in their mind "Thank you so much sister's for coming with me. We shall do more for God" Pastor Theophilus said as they got to their finally bus stop to be path ways. Sis Motunrayo totally ignored him because of his reaction towards Ewa "Glory to God sir. Should I keep the record of those people we visited or would you be needed it? Sis faith asked as she stretched the note book. "Yes, I need to do a check up on them again. Thank you ma" Bro Theophilus said as he noticed Sis Motunrayo facial reaction "Sis Motun, what's going on? He asked as he faced her "Nothing, I am meditating" She lied "Eyin spiritual mama(You Spiritual mama). Let me leave you to enjoy the flow. See you sisters when we see" He said as they departed "Sis Motun...what's going on with you? Sis faith asked "Nothing... I just need some time alone" She s...

Episode 35 "Hello sir, you can come in" Arinola said as she opened the door and was surprised to see Sis Faith and Motun. "Wow...please come in" Arinola said as they all entered as they sat on the chair in the sitting room "It's nice to be here" Faith said as she drew Arinola's attention from Pastor Theophilus face "Thank you ma. Sir, it's nice to have you here in my house. Thank you for your daily words and counsel" Arinola said as Faith and Motun looked at themselves "Sis Arin of God....God be praised. Do you stay alone in apartment? He asked as Ewa and Funto stepped out "Wow...Sis Ewa and Sis....He couldn't remember her name.  "Its Funto" Funto said and smiled.  Motunrayo was unhappy and faith was surprised to find out they all lived in the same apartment as she hugged them. "No, I don't live alone. These are my flat mates. Also, meet my mentor" Arinola officially announced as she looked at Ewa...

Episode 34 Ewa hurried them to freshen up and eat before Arinola start narrating her encounter which they totally agreed with as they went to their various rooms.  "Now, we can start our discussion? Funto said as they all sat at the sitting room. "I don chop now and I come dey tired (I have eaten now and I am tired). I even feel like sleeping" Arinola said as she yawned "You better sit upright and start talking now. How can you be feeling sleepy" Ewa said as she shook her "Okay...I will talk even though, I don't know how to start. Like I said, I had an encounter that lead to goodnews but as it is now, I think the good new is more important than the encounter" Arinola said stylishly "Yeye child. You better start talking now" Funto said as they all laughed "So, I have a spiritual father now" Arinola said sharply and covered her face "Wow...that's a great news. Who is he? And how did it happen? Funto asked " Yes, I r...

Episode 33 Pastor Theophilus was set to go out for visitation, when his phone rang. He checked the caller and he became confused "What does this lady want from me? He said to himself as he ignored the call. After walking a few miles away from his house. He saw sis Motun and faith opposite him as they were approaching him "Sis Faith and sis Motun. What are you doing here? Pastor Theophilus asked surprisedly as he saw them and they all shifted to a corner in the street "We are actually coming to your place" sis Motun said as she smiled cheaply "Coming to my place? How did you both get my street address? Theophilus asked "We already checked the church file for your address and also called to confirm but since you didn't pick our calls. We decided to move by faith" Sis Motun said as she kept smiling "Wow...about the call. I am sorry for not picking up and I believe you both actually want to see me. So, do you mind going back to my house or should...

Episode 32 Arinola woke up late as she picked up her phone to check  the time "Wow, it's 12pm" She said as she yawned. Just when she was about to step out, her phone beeped and it was a message from her spiritual Father. She smiled as she read the message. After reading, she knelt down to sing and pray to God which lasted for an hour. After then, she stood up to check up on Ewa and funto. As she stepped out of her room, she met them in the sitting room, talking to each other "Good morning babes" she said as she sat on the floor opposite them "I can see someone had a short night and is just waking up because you won't be greeting good morning in the afternoon" Funto said "Hmmm...yesterday was an encounter. So, I had a short night. In fact, I slept around 4:00am" she said as she was smiling "Oya...gist us. What really happened? Funto asked "Hmm...something is definitely wrong. There's something Arinola is hiding from us" ...

Episode 31 Arinola walked straight into her room as soon as they got home. She didn't even wait to have any conversation with Funto and Ewa as they were both surprised. She couldn't eat and sleep as she was totally lost in thought with different words running through her mind. "Oh God...what am I going to do? This is the secret of my life that no one knows about, even my so called friends. I have slept around with different rich guys to get money, just to pay for my school and also take care of myself. It all started when my first boyfriend Jide, disvirgined me. He said, I have to give myself in exchange of money and now, I am addicted to it and also use it as a means to collect money from guys and no one knows about it. God, please you just have to forgive me because I don't think I can leave the old ways and I don't think I can fully trust you. I trusted my father but he left me alone on earth with my mother that has little contribution to my life. I am all alone...

*ONE NIGHT* Episode 30 "Finally, we can now rest from Arinola's complains" Funto said as they stepped out of the class "Funny enough, the morning class didn't hold. I knew Mr Osajie won't come to class. Not only did she rushed us in  coming to class early, we had to wait for the afternoon class. I am so tired, I need to rest" Ewa said "Not only you o my sister" Funto said as they turned back and realized Arinola was not with them. "Where did this lady go again. I hope she is not waiting for Mr Osajie, probably he will call for evening class because I know she loves his classes" Ewa said "Oh No...she is with Banji. He called her as we were coming out of the class" Funto said "Really...what could have happened? Ewa asked as she remembered what conspired between them "Ewa...everything is going to be fine. Let's just sit here while we wait for her" Funto said as they sat down. Ewa was restless and she really h...

Episode 29 Arinola had to wake everyone so that they can pray together and get to school early. The morning devotion was awesome as Ewa sang, Arinola lead the prayers and Funto took the short exhortation and closing prayer. Arinola is enjoying her new self in Christ. All thanks to God, the whatsApp platform, the church excos and her friends but deeply within her, her past kept hunting her. "Ewa, have you considered joining the music department because babe, the voice is in you" Funto said "Actually, I thought about it once but I don't want to be too forward but you know I am a new member and I guess there are still something's I don't know about the church yet, so I want to get acquainted first before making a decision" Ewa said and Funto was about to reply when Arinola said "Ejoor ma's (Please ma's). We can talk about this later. Lectures start by 8:00an and that's one of the reason I woke us up early to pray. So that, we can be in scho...

Episode 28 As soon as Theophilus got home, he had his prayers and ate before doing the assignment pastor gave him.  A flash of the moment he has with Ewa came to his mind and he began to smile. "Hmmm...thank you Jesus" he said and sat upright. Just as he was about to start the assignment, Pastor John call came in "Hello sir...I hope you have gotten home? Pastor John asked "Yes sir and you? Theophilus asked "Yes....I am now at home too. Sir, I was thinking myself, you and sis faith can go on visitation this week to the new comer and convert houses. What do you think sir? Pastor John asked "Great idea sir. I totally support it" Theophilus said "Alright then, have a lovely night rest" Pastor John said "Same to you" Theophilus said as he hung the call "Wow...thank you Jesus. This is an opportunity to see Ewa again" He said as he was smiling. He tried to call Benjamin to know if he has gotten home but his number was not reacha...

EPISODE 27 Pastor John assigned bro Theophilus to be in charge of the group and activities of the new converts. Bro Theophilus went to meet bro Benjamin and asked if they could go home together. Just when they were about to leave, sis Motunrayo appeared in front of them "Wait, are you both leaving without me? Motunrayo asked "We have somewhere to go, Maybe another day" Bro Theophilus said as she felt embarrassed and left "Bro Theophilus, I think you are too harsh on her" Benjamin said "Well, I don't think so....I just needed space to talk with you and if she is with us, it won't be possible. I will find a way to apologize to her later and she will understand" Theophilus said.. "It's not your fault, it's because she likes you" Benjamin said "Please, stop saying that again. I told you, it's not what you think. Motun is just a caring lady" Theophilus said "Okay boss, I hear you" Benjamin said as he smiled...

Episode 26 "Okay...we are not mourning anyone right? Arinola asked as she paused to see their reaction "Then, why are you guys not talking to me? Arinola asked as they got home "Arin...I don't know what to say, even though we are happy for you and glad to have you as a family in the same kingdom but we wanted you to say something first" Ewa said as she looked at Funto who also nodded "Okay, I understand you both but I don't want you to start looking at me as one saint. I am still Arinola, the friendly lady. Just that, the old things are passed away just like the Pastor who came to address us at the meeting said. Though, I know it's not going to be easy but I will learn" Arinola said as Ewa and Funto smiled "So, sis Arinola... Tell us how it happened and how was it like? Funto asked as they sat upright "Hmmm...seriously ladies, I don't know how or where to start from. I was pressing my phone and at a point, I just realized I had to...

Episode 25 Pastor John, called the Excos for a brief meeting "Thank you everyone for sacrificing your time to be here. God bless you all and I pray God reward us bountifully" Pastor John said "Amen" they all chorused "We thank God for what He has been doing in the church and we have been increasing greatly. Today, 25 souls were won to the Kingdom" He said as he paused to get some response "God be praised. More souls shall be won to God" Sis faith said "Amen" they all chorused "So, I thought of how to keep feeding them with the word of God so that, it can enhance their growth. You know, we can't just leave them like that. We have to ensure they grow and that's where everyone falls in. You know, I can't do it alone. What do you as individual, suggest we cab do? Pastor John asked them as he await their response "Sir, I think we should create a group either on WhatsApp or Telegram and add them there. After that, we can...

Episode 24 "Oh...I am so sorry, if I frightened you. I don't mean to do that" Theophilus said as he could see it from her face "Oh...Yes...No" Ewa couldn't finish her statement as he said "It's fine ma or should I go? He asked calmly and smiled "It's alright. Just that, I wasn't expecting anyone other than my friends. I am so sorry and I hope you understand sir" Ewa said as she was still in awe "I understand. If I go and you are still staying alone, someone else will come and greet you. That's the way we are especially, if we are meeting the person for the first time. We like to extend our loves and cares to them. It's a matter of time, you will get use to us and I believe we will see more of you. I also hope you were blessed today? Theophilus asked as he smiled. "Yes, I was blessed richly and yes, this is going to be my worship centre" Ewa said as she smiled "Thank God. My name is Theophilus Johnson. Wh...

Episode 23 Ewa could hear the voice of someone weepy loud as she smiled and raised up her head only to find Arinola still seating beside her with her head bow. Then the person who was crying, stood up and went to the front. Ewa bowed her head back and began to pray. After few minutes, she raised her head only to realize Arinola wasn't beside her "Has she gone home" she thought as she looked left, right and back searching for her. Finally, as she turned her head to the front, she spot her dress at a corner. She was so glad as she tapped funto who was still praying "Arinola... Is in the front. She is among those who are ready to dedicate her life to Christ" she said joyfully "I knew God was going to visit her soon. Thank you Jesus. You remembered that night we prayed together? Funto said " Y......e......s" Ewa said "I knew something great was about to happen but I couldn't picture how. Thank you Jesus. Finally, our long time prayer has been...

Episode 22 "His name is higher, than every other names His name is Jesus His name is God/2x Pastor John sang and the back up singers assisted him in singing. "Brethren, there is no name greater than His name. Not even the name of your pastor nor sickness, etc. For God has given us a name above other name and the name is Jesus" Pastor John said as the back up singer kept singing solemnly. Arinola who was pressing her phone before, dropped her phone as she became interested in what the pastor was saying "Today, I will be teaching on " The Passion of Christ" Do you know how it feels when someone stole a huge amount of money and then, put the blame on another person and a knife was picked in front of the person who stole the money to cut one of the innocent person fingers. Even when the stealer was about to confess, the innocent man stylishly shut him/her and took the blame. That's the same way Christ did for us. He took all our sins in order to make us an...