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MY STRUGGLE


*THE REAL ME*

Why do you stand around and watch me cry?
Don't you see me?
I'm in so much pain, don't you see?
Nobody knows me; I feel so alone.
They don't see what talents I've shown.
Why doesn't anyone truly understand?
I just want to be part of something.

Nobody cares that I always cry.
It makes me feel like I want to die.
I just ask one question of you.
Why do you do the things that you do?
I just want to make people smile,
To stop the pain and sadness for a while.
Nobody sees the things that I do...
Nobody knows the real me

I guess, I will have to stay forever hidden.
Everyone says the real me is weird.
It's like the true me has been shattered 
Why do I feel the way that I feel?
Because of those who make my nightmares real.
My friends and family don't know at all
Right now I just want to be alone.

Dear Sisters,
Always remember nobody can stop you, you can only stop yourself by allowing the words of others get into your mind.

You don't need to hide those talents, gifts and potentials in you. Let the World see them. Enough of living in shells and circles, trying to please others or avoiding what someone else will say.

You need to Rise up and start using and doing those things committed to you. Enough of the regular you. Don't waste those gifts/talent. 

Someone,
Somewhere is waiting for you
Come out of the shell
Keep pushing
Keep pressing
Till you become that which YOU ought to be.

God help us... Amen!

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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