*WHAT MORE CAN I DO?*
I am going through a dark phase of my life
I feel far away from God and his people
Sometimes, I act like everything is fine
And mostly, like I understand but,
I remember all His promises to me but,
None has come to pass
How am I supposed to trust Him,
When He feel so far away?
He gave me so many promises,
And none of them have come true.
I am still knocking on the door
And asking and seeking for Him
I thought it was His desire
To fill me with living water,
I am thirsting for You, my Father.
It has been a whole year, Lord,
And I still cannot hear Your Word.
I have this terrible growing fear
That I might have been forgotten
God, my faith is so low and,
My spirit is completely dry.
I don't know how all this fits in,
And I don't understand the reason why.
I hate feeling separated from You
And this frustration in my heart.
I do not know what to do
Or where to even start.
Is all my seeking in vain?
Am I too confused to find You?
The only thing I find is pain
And confusion over what I should do.
"Ask and you will receive," Your word said.
"Seek and you will find."
Lord, all I want is You, my Friend,
And peace within my mind.
My entire world is waiting on you Lord,
And yet I feel I am ignored
Frustration is all I feel inside,
And I'm losing sight of You and who I am,
I want Your guidance in my life.
Please tell me what I should do.
Lord, I am tired...
I am ready to just give up.
This searching is more than I can bear.
All of this is just too much.
I cannot take a single step
Without You guiding me.
I have no idea what to do next.
Oh God, please do not leave!
Dear Sisters,
When you realize how far you are from the Source (God), it's better you cry out to Him at that moment,
Don't wait till the next day
His ears are not too far to hear us.
Situation in life can rob you of your faith in Him but,
It's your decision to find yourself connected back to Him. Don't wait for too long!
He is waiting for you!!!
*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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