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THORIA'S DIARY


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 *GRACE'S STORY*

Tagging me with lots of names and saying unpleasant words, has been the norms among my friends and people but none of them, truly understand how I feel.

I am even scared of going down that lane again, each time I remembered how it happened. I cried silently in my room and yet, they expect me to accept "Dayo". No, I can't and I don't think I can go down that way again.

"You are taking this matter far"...." Forgive and forget"...."Probably, there is something you are hiding from us". These are the words I hear everyday, from people who don't understand how deep the scars affected me. 

I am trying, I tried but it's not just going through. I am a wonder to my own world and I really wish they could see how deep the scars are and what it has made out of me but it's a pity, I am alone and lost in my world.

My friends made it look like it's not a big deal but deeply within me, i know its a big deal and i understand how i feel. They say time is supposed to heal it up but I don't know if my scars can ever get healed.

To every Grace, I understand how your scars has made you turn to a monster in front of everyone around you. I know how your scars has affected your mentality and how people are not seeing things the way you are.

I know people might not understand, I know and understand your silent tears and how much you tried to heal up.

One thing I know is that, your healing starts the moment you identify you are not a definition of your scars. I might not know how ugly or deep your scars are but one thing I will say is "Don't let your scars define you"

Yes, I know every scars has a story but what will yours be to others. Story of an overcomer or story of regrets. For how long do you want to be bonded by it. It's time to set your mind free and allow new opportunities in your life.

Be determined to let go and learn from it. Don't brood over it, unless you become more of it and it continues to pull you back. Your scars can be an encouragement to someone, only if you have learnt from it and encourage yourself to be better than it.

I believe you have learnt something's from my diary today

Thank you!

God bless you!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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