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THORIA'S DIARY

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 *BRIDGET'S STORY*

Living in a luxurious and extravagant life gives a lot of impression about me to people. Nobody knows I am putting on a mask. I can't tell anyone because I am not sure of what I want. I am enjoying the luxurious things I get but I am living in pains and it's really affecting me. I thought I could endure the pains but its getting too much and unbearable.

My relationship, is mixed with happiness and sorrow. A moment of enjoyment and another moment of pain. It's more like I am a tool in my relationship but I can't leave.

I love him and he really takes care of me with his money but sometimes, he behaves like a mental patient and after, he begs me and spoil me with lots of gift and that takes away the moment of pain but for how long will I continue to live like that with him. He said, he is trying to change and I can really see it but it's getting frustrated and things are getting worst. Moreover, nothing is changing.

He said, it wasn't his fault. He grew up in a very bad foundation of home and it's not easy for him to change but I am tired, marks are designed all over my body and i am trying to cover up for him. I could not tell anyone but now it seems I am going to loose my life. I am tired of hiding under a mask. What can I do?

To all Bridget's... Love isn't designed to be a pain. You need to leave every toxic relationship. Don't wait till he changes because he might end up not changing and history will keep repeating itself...

Don't be carried away by the luxurious things he gives you. Don't stay in any relationship that brings tears and pain to you. So as not to affect your mentality too and to avoid lots of damage later. 

If he realizes he need to change, let him do it and not you. Until he sees there is a need to change. If not, everything will remain the same...

God bless you

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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