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 *PERO'S STORY*

I am an orphan and a Christian. I have tried almost everything in this world to keep sustaining myself but now, I am getting tired. Things ain't easy like before and an opportunity just came in, I think I should give it a try.

I met him on my way to one of the places I work. Yes, I work at several places, just to sustain myself. I hawk, work as a cleaner in a supermarket and food canteen. Back to him, he said he loves me and he is a rich handsome man but after having few minutes of discussion with him, I realized he is into illegal business. Moreover, he is not a Christian.

What do you think? We exchanged numbers and I told him I will give him a reply later. Getting home, I could not stop thinking of the treats  and everything I saw. This is an opportunity to snare out of this life I am living. 

Though Ijeoma advised me to keep holding up. She said the best await me but what if he is the best, I know he is not a Christian but he respect me and appreciate everything I have done as an orphan. Also, with times things will fall back to place because i will be praying for him. I ignored ijeoma's advice and I started going out with him. 

Within a twinkle of an eye, he changed my life and I stopped going to those place I worked at. I started visiting and sleeping in his house.

I forgot who I am in Christ and I started enjoying myself with him. Sooner, the unexpected tragedy occurred. He said I have to be pregnant before he could marry me and back then, when we were still enjoying ourselves, I have aborted 6 pregnancies for him because he wasn't ready. When, I noticed I could not get pregnant, I became worried and decided to go to the hospital without his consent.

The doctor told me that I had no womb because of the complications during the last abortion and he further said he was aware of it and endorsed that he should go on.

I screamed and fell on the floor. The doctor also said, he has done that for several ladies. I gently picked my bag, entered the car and I drove home as tears was flowing down from eyes. Getting home I ran towards him, held his cloth and asked why?

"I am sorry and also not sorry because you are a desperate girl looking for where to stay but as an orphan, I am sorry because you lost your womb and i am ready to be committed" he said.

I packed all my things and left his house. I went to ijeoma's house and I explained everything to her. We both cried and she prayed for me, after advising me. I told her to lead me back to my first love.

Dear PERO'S, all that glitters is not gold.

Yes, I know you aren't comfortable with that work and the life you are living now but that doesn't mean you should jump at anything you see. Hold on to your faith and believe God.

I know things might be hard now, you might be doing several works together but don't give up on yourself. Trust the lord and His plans. Your lifting, promotion, and so on. Will surely come, if you continue to trust Him.

Don't easily give in to any gold or opportunity you meet. Some can just be a way to pull you back. Depend on God, He is your sufficiency and He will make things sufficient for you.

Stay blessed!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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