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THORIA'S DIARY


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*CHISOM STORY*

I have gotten to the peak of all the assaults. I don't think I can go on again. The words of men has gone deeply into me and taken part of me. I don't think there is hope for me again.

Each time I want to take a new step, the words of people around keeps flashing through my mind. Though I cry everyday looking for breakthrough but nobody has ever addressed my issues and now, I am mentally and emotionally in prison

Are you wondering what is wrong? I will share it shortly, probably I can get anyone to help.

My name is Chisom and I am the first daughter of my parents. I grew up in a discouraging environment, which is still affecting me till now.

The words of my parents and people around aren't helping me at all.

"Do you think any reasonable young man can marry you with the way you look like? And you don't eat too much, if not i will say it's because of that. Your stature is just displeasing. Can't you just be like me? Jolly my younger sister said jokingly.

"Well to me, I don't think she can get married before I get married. Well, let's hope something can happen" Jummy, my younger sister replied.

"Hmmm, why will you talk to your sister like that. I don't like it. Next time, you will have to send a letter to the elder ones and not with your mouth" my friend, Abimbola said as they all laughed and all I did, is to smile falsely with them but within me, i am hurt and battered with their words but is it my fault?

I have tried several ways but nothing is changing and my parents don't say anything whenever, anyone says displeasing statements about me. I feel neglected and sometimes, I wish I can leave and go somewhere far but still I can't drop their words from my heart.

My dear sisters,
In your business, academic, etc. Whether God hasn't affirm in your life. Don't let the words of people confirm it.

Give room to God's voice in your life. Enough of listening to men's voice alone.

Yes, people might have tagged you as a failure in your business, academics, family, etc but God hasn't and can't tag you as that. Enough of listening to people's voice. It's time to pick up God's voice and promises for your life through the scripture (WORD). Proverbs 24:14.

Erase every negative words of men and focus on what God has said and He is still saying. With time people that look down on you, will come back and rejoice with you in Jesus name!

God doesn't look down on His people, so don't look down on yourself. Whatever God says is final, no matter what men says.

I love you!

 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*
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