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THORIA'S DIARY

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 *TOYIN'S STORY*


I am perplexed, I don't know what to do. I am so broken. I feel like I am a terrible sinner.


Why do I have to rise and fall again? I have tried all my best but nothing has changed. My present had pushed me to a state where I am filled with anger, grief and laziness. I totally turned down and gave up on everything in my life because nothing works for me and I followed the wrong way.


My academic, spiritually life, relationship, etc. I am tired of them and I just want to be alone. I am tired of every spiritual activities. I am tired of walking in shadow, chasing others dream, getting jealous and angry.


I tried to stop but it has gotten so deep and I could not go back or go forward. I am stuck in the middle and I am tired of everything. Everything seems impossible to me.


Sometimes, I feel like I can't be fixed anymore. I can't even pray or study anymore. All I do is to sleep, watch movies, eat, etc. Please help me I need my life back. A lot of things has happened to me


Hmmm, to every Toyin... 

Bible says (paraphrasing) the lord is near to the brokenhearted. You don't have to judge yourself when He hasn't judged you.


God can fix anything but it takes a drop of faith and a willingness to hand Him all the pieces, all the parts that have come undone.


 *Psalm 46:1-3* God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.


Go to Jesus, confess it all to Him, He is waiting for you


 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

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