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THORIA'S DIARY

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 *OMOLEWA'S STORY*


Oh God, why now? I didn't realize i had gone far. How didn't I see the signs. How didn't I hear your voices. How can I be so callous. I thought I was doing fine and nothing was wrong with me but it was all lies. I can't believe I went down that path.


I'm Omolewa, it has always being my desire to reach out to people, especially people going through a lot. I realized I understand and know how it feels to be in their position. 


My vision and mission was so pure right from onset but along the line things began to change. I was still holding unto my chosen path but I wasn't fulfilling the vision. I didn't know little things i didn't see can destroy lots of things.


I was not the only one in this path but my assignment was quite different even when the functions seems the same. Along the line my focus got deviated. I began to see the other person as my competitor.

I began to struggle to meet up and do more than the person.

I became jealous and angry seeing any of her post, messages, etc

I began to run the race more than His pace.


Still within all these, I sincerely want to be a blessing but I never knew I was running the wrong race. My focus was shifted and it affected the vision and mission. I began to sought for ways, tactics, etc to use so than I can always beat up the other person. I was lost in the race of competition, strive, jealously, anger, etc.


The most painful of all was when I realized I was the only one in the battle and the other person was just fulfilling her assignment. I was so foolish to see the person as my rival. It was all my fault, I opened the door of my mind by my thought and the devil took advantage of it. He shifted my focus and changed the orientation of my assignment. Jesus, I am sorry please restore me...


To every Omolewa,

I want you to know Satan is after those with assignments. He will comes to shift their focus, steal, destroy and kill the vision God has placed in your heart. That's why you have to be prayerful and watchful. Guide your heart/mind diligently.


Also, learn to set your heart right. Just because everyone is into that sector you are, doesn't mean they are you competitor. One thing you need to know is in that sector, there are different segments. Instead of competing, look and be sensitive to the segment God is calling you into among the sectors.


Erase the mentality of celebrity and fame. Pick up the mentality of being a blessing, providing solutions, being fulfilled, impacting lives , etc....


Keep pressing and moving in God's glory. Remember the goal is not for you to be  glorified but for people to glory God through you and come into Light.


God bless you


 *Alokan Temilade Victoria*

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