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I'M TRYING



"I know there's something great in me, 
Something I struggle to find.
The days and months keep passing
As I lie here, stuck in my own mind.

Always looking for ways to improve myself, 
But I struggle to take that first step.
I often wonder if this is it for me
Or if I'm stuck in my regret.

I try to hide my insecurities 
Because the worry is just too much,
But they wind up shooting out of me
with every passing touch.

I'm really trying all my best to move on but,
I'm still stuck
Sometimes I tried doing things a different way but,
I still go back to my old ways,
I just hope I'm okay or 
Probably, there's something about the past I can't let go" Ada said being worried

"Don't allow your past get the best side of you and your time
I know you are trying to let go, but if care isn't taken,
You will find yourself going back
Don't hold unto memories,
It's okay to reflect but don't dwell on it for too long..

To be completely free,
You need to realize,
You are a changed person,
There are still lot of ideas, talent inside of you.
Sometimes, it's not just about the past,
You might be handling a project, etc and you just don't know your way around it.

It doesn't mean you are not fit for that assignment,
You just haven't found the right way to put things right and,
I know it might be frustrating but,
If you don't relent, you will find the right answer
Yet sometimes, the answer might be right in front of you but you just don't know yet
So, don't stop trying,
Always give your best and don't give in to those thoughts belittling you or drawing you back to the past
Your decision is greater than those thoughts belittling you.
So, you need to kill every negative vibes
Do something interesting, meet with Positive people, read books (with caution though)" Madam Tina said as Ada felt alive.

Adenike will be fully released next month,
Stay with me as we journey together

*Alokan Temilade Victoria*
*Light Lamp*
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